Bobby's dreams

I am doing this so he will one day look at me and hate himself for no choosing me.

day 1.

my only ‘dream’ right now

is to make him wish he would have picked me.

June 17, 2011 #1

I was driving in an airport place thing and C.C. Was in the car behind me and when I got home I realized he lived right across the street from me, by the beach, and then he came over to clean my windows and he kept trying to fix them for some weird reason….it was really random, I guess this means I miss him…and cody cause he said he was his roomate

June 15, 2011

A day late but its ok. I dont know what was going on really, but I was at a hospital and there were two girls in the hispital room, as patients, and the mother of one of them was being really hateful to one of them because she was a homophobe and her daughter and her were lovers, she left feeling very hateful toeatds both so the daughter felt really bad that her mother hated her lover so she was trying to “end her suffering” and then I stepped in to stop her, I told her things like “no sweetie it’s not worth it please just dont do it…” I think I loved her. Then it there was a flashback anf we were in a victorian style house wearing victorian dresses and there was a tea party outside but her and I were inside and I leaned in to kiss her and was schocked when she pulled away until I saw her mother was coming. She told us to go outside, but she held me back a bit to tell me that she didnt like the relationship I had with her daughter and that she wiuld do anything to protect her, then I woke up

June 16, 2011 #2

I dont remeber much but I think I was getting married again. But I also rembember something about a girl…

June 16,2011 #1

I dont know whay I went to his house with enano, bu he wasnt there when we got there so we had to wait dor him, which was really awkward. Enano was being his goofy self and his mom didnt like that. When he finally got there enano was happy to see him, I tried to hide in the kitchen, then I woke up.

Tonight I’ll fall asleep listening to Quelqu’un M’a Dit by Carla Bruni over and over again while thinking about the way you sometimes look at me while (you think I) don’t notice, and the way you look at me when I DO notice. And your smile, such a nice smile. And the way you made me laugh so much that night. Tonight I will fall asleep thinking about YOU, and hopefully this way I’ll have sweet dreams of you. “Il vous aime, c’est secret, lui dites”

June 14, 2011

I can’t remember much, but Mr. Baseball Coach and I were getting “friendly” really “friendly” and outta nowhere, there was a zombie take over, and I said “oh this movie! I’ve seen it before, it’s apocolyta right?” Then I noticed Coach was gone and when I found him, I realized he was a zombie so I asked him to make ME into a zombie…which required more getting “friendly”… what the fuck did I have some kind of erotic nightmare for?!

I dreamt a random fgirl I know was going too fast with her “boyfriend “ and her mom wasn’t too happy about that…